4.03.2011

Mommy..i LOVE u~~~

Mommy..i miss u freaking much!! u are everything for me. u are my soul, u are my destiny and so u are my life. U make my life. i really need u mommy! sob300x...sedihnye YA ALLAH!! 


DULU...mak sgt manjakan aku. everything mak yg sediakan. she woke me up in the morning, cooked for me, hang out together,shopping,once i was in scholl, she is the one sent and pick up me up and everything we did together. blh dikatakan sume benda dlm hidup aku die yg uruskan.nak makan pon mak aku siap tolong hidangkan. aku x suruh pon, tp die yg buat sndiri.kalau shopping, she won`t allowed me to carry the stuffs.hemmmm..i don`t know why. terharunye...THANKS MOM!! 


bukan nyer aku x pandai berdikari..tp sbb aku dh terbiasa dgn kehidupan camtu.mak aku x penah ajar aku susah. and memang x dinafikan aku x penah susah. just told her, then she did it. best kan?? even she never ask me to be independent, ade jgk aku belajar berdikari sndiri. stakat kemas rumah, masak, cuci baju and all that thing i can do by myself. and yes, i did!! wlaupon sume rutin harian mak aku buat, aku pon tlg jgk tau.contohnye, time mak aku masak. aku tlg jgk..tp tolong tgk..hehehe..

SEKARANG....all that thing tinggal kenangan je. u know what?? mak aku sakit..she is having stroke or in bahasa medical nye CVA ( Cerebro Vascular Accident). i still remembered, tarikh keramat 11 februari 2011(JUMAAT) adalah hari yg plg menyedihkan buat aku. mak aku jatuh sakit pagi jumaat tu. it was such a big surprised for me and family. from the day and onwards everything has changed. sekelip mata je ALLAH tarik nikmat as a human being. but, no matter what happen, aku kena terima ketentuan ALLAH utk aku. since, she`s not well aku kena belajar berdikari dri sekarang. ye la, dulu kan aku selalu dpt layanan plg istimewa dri mak aku. tapi...sekarang x lagi. sob..sob..sob...i can`t believe it! everything has totally changed. skarng ni aku rase serba kurang. sedih sgt3...aku doakan mak cepat sembuh. aku rindu nk hidup mcm dulu. uhuk300x...


no matter what happens.life must go on..ya allah..please strenghten up my heart. i won`t be able to face your test. mommy..please believe me, i`ll do as u did to me. AMIN...

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